I have respect for the Bible as a sacred text that is like no other because it was inspired by God and written by men who knew God and some even walked with Jesus. But the Bible is a Book of Remembrances of those people who wrote down their stories as the Holy Spirit brought the details back to their remembrance… Jesus said that the Kingdom of Heaven is within us and that the Word of God is within us. The physical Bible that people refer to as the Holy Word of God was written over a long period of time and put together at some point long after Jesus was Crucified and Rose again… it has been translated and changed over the years. We don’t really know if it has been altered and to what extent. I used to believe in the Bible and I read it every day and marked it up with colored markers but even then I knew that I needed God to show me the Truth from what I was reading. I knew that God said that if I hid the word of God in my heart then I would not sin against Him. But I was sinning because I still had the fruits of a sinful nature. I began to seek to understand why my fruits didn’t line up with the spirit I thought I had. God led me from precept to precept until I found the truth. When I heard that the Bible was from God but God’s Word is within, it made sense to me and I could see that the actual Word of God and the Holy Spirit) was with God from the Beginning.

How do you think God was able to speak the world into existence? Why do you think that God has given us permission to speak those things that be not as though they were? Words are powerful; Life and Death is in the power of the tongue. Words we speak are powerful but the Word of God within us is Quick, it’s Powerful, it is Sharper than a two-edged sword, it is sharp enough to divide the spirit from the flesh and it discerns the thoughts and the intent of the heart.

This is what I have observed about those who believe in the physical Bible… and I was one before God woke me up… they put it on the same level as God and Jesus. They believe it is Jesus. We should only believe in God. God is the one who reveals truth to us by the Spirit. If we believe in God, we can then see that He sent His only son, Jesus to die on a cross to make a way back to the Father as a spotless lamb so we could stop the yearly repentance ritual. When Jesus said it is finished, he meant just that. But those who believe in the Bible believe that God gives learned men biblical interpretation to pass on to them in church. The Devil knows how to interpret the Bible too. Those who believe in the Bible believe that sin is of the flesh; the things that we do. And they believe that thoughts are from God and a communication method of the Holy Spirit even though the Bible contradicts this doctrine. Bible believers also believe in the “Trinity” and “The Rapture” even though those words are not written in the Bible at all. But because a learned man has told them from a pulpit that Jesus is God, they believe it rather than go within and ask God directly by standing quietly before God so you can listen for his voice that cannot be heard with human ears. Once you know God spirit to spirit, He will guide you in all Truth and you will see it for yourself and no one can take it away from you.

But now I see that the Bible is the word from God not the Word of God! I see now that sin is of the Heart. I now see that the sin that separates us from our Father is Judgment… because God never gave us permission to judge anyone. He expressly FORBID it! We were not supposed to have the knowledge of evil at all. We were only supposed to know good.

Because when we were born, God breathed Life into us at the moment of conception and as He formed us in our Mother’s womb, we knew Him by the Spirit and we knew all the mysteries of Heaven. But once we were born, as a baby we were unable to speak out Truth but could only observe the world around us. But from the time we are born our parents start teaching us the knowledge of good and evil (right from wrong)… and if we do something wrong, we get smacked or scolded… so we learn… but as children start talking they are perfect; they love with God’s love, they have perfect peace; they speak the truth. The world calls them smart and innocent but they are one with the Father as we will be once we return to the Father. They are in the world but not of the world. They are pure of heart. But the anger and the ego of their parents cannot handle that purity and the spirit within them cannot help but corrupt the innocence of the children. And once the children give in to that spirit and passes judgement on their parents, something spiritual happens… Judgment is Playing God… and when you play god, you can never know God. The moment we judge our parents as “wrong” or “evil”, we become like them. The Spirit of God has to depart because it cannot dwell in an unclean vessel. The spirit of Satan enters the child in that moment and brings the fruits of that spirit… anger, jealousy, frustration, fear, doubt, worry, wrath, unbelief, etc. Children become emotional, which is the natural of Satan. Many people think that being emotional is the nature of women, but it is actually the nature of Satan and anyone who has his spirit. God did say that you shall know them by their fruits. Before the fall of Adam and Eve, they were logical like their Father and after the Fall, they became emotional. The spiritual order of God is reversed… (Order oF God: “God in Christ; Christ in Man; Man over Woman; Woman over Children”). After the fall, Satan becomes the woman’s god and the woman becomes the man’s god and the emotional love the parents feel for each other and the children is the love that comes from hate. It is not God’s love. It is a counterfeit; up and down like emotions.

Before Children are turned away from the Father, they could discern Truth by the Spirit of God within them and see it without feeling anything about it. That’s why they could be ‘brutally honest’ about things that would trigger those with an ego (the nature of Satan) . But after they Judge and sin enters their heart, they feel some emotion when they judge themselves and others. They retreat into their thoughts and imagination to hide from the pain of the emotions. But while they are being taught by the preachers of the Bible that God gives them good thoughts and Satan gives them bad thoughts, they are being deceived. All thoughts are of the devil. Thoughts are the communication method of Satan. That’s how he talked to Eve in the garden and how he talked to Jesus in the wilderness. All thoughts are evil. But they are not from you… they are the voice of Satan even though they sound like you. God said to bring all thoughts into captivity and to cast down every imagination that exalts itself against the knowledge of Christ.

You can pray out loud until the cows come home but you will never get to know God by the Spirit until you stand quiet before Him in silent prayer. Silent prayer is just observing the thoughts and as you watch them like you are watching a movie allowing your spirit to connect with God’s spirit, you will begin to discern Truth from the Lie. Thoughts only know how to drag you to a past that doesn’t exist anymore and drag you to a future that doesn’t exist and causes you to overreact to situations and make you feel some type of emotion and scream at you that you have to do something. God doesn’t operate that way. He’s perfect peace and patience.

How do I return to the Father and become born again? All you have to do is realize that you are wrong to judge. You have to see for yourself that all emotions are a physical sign that you have judged yourself or another person and you have never been given permission to do that by God. Stand quiet before God and ask Him to help you to remember the first time you judged your Mom and Dad, and if they are still living, you must face them (with fear and trembling) and apologize to them for resenting them and for judging them because you realized that they couldn’t help themselves and they did to you what their parents did to them. And again, something spiritual will happen. The nature of Satan will depart and God will come back inside you as He was in Jesus. Jesus was never turned away from his Father so he was spotless. But the rest of us have sinned and have to return to the Father and be born of the Spirit.

Both my parents were passed away by the time I realized that I needed to forgive them/ repent for judging them, so I could not go to them in person but God saw my heart that I could see that I was wrong for judging them. He changed my heart from a heart of stone to a heart of Love and the first time I realized that I was different, I didn’t have anger / frustration/ impatience while driving one day… I said to myself, I’ve been in a good mood lately… I said could it really be possible to not have anger and the other fruits of Satan’s nature ever again? I didn’t know it was possible until each day passed and I still feel peace, patience, love for all, etc. It’s been 5 years now and I thank God every day that someone told me to forgive my parents/ repent for judging them… I’m still learning… the ego must die and God will do that as I stand quiet and watch. The vices will drop off as God takes them away from you. You won’t have the desire for them anymore and as God renews your mind, you will see that things you’ve always believed in are lies. I told God that I REJECT ALL TEACHINGS OF MAN! I don’t believe in the Bible, I only Believe God!