Does this place really exist or is it an illusion? If it is real, why doesn’t it last? Why can’t we be in the presence of God 24/7/365? Why do so many Christians believe that it is impossible to have this wonderful presence of God experience all the time? Why do they believe that we have to wait until we die and go to Heaven to experience total peace or the presence of God ALL the time?

Why did Jesus say that the Kingdom of Heaven was within? Why did he say that many people will look for it on the outside or outward? Why did Jesus say that no man is good… only God is good. Why did Jesus say that the only good we see in him is the Father within him? If God is within us and His goodness is radiating out from within us, why would we not feel His presence 24/7/365?

Didn’t God say that he will never leave us nor forsake us? If God’s presence comes and goes then that presence is a counterfeit. It is Satan pretending to be God. It’s all emotional ego. Whooping and Hollering and lifting up holy hands is acting on a stage. It’s all ego and God is not in that. Once we are born again of God’s Spirit, there’s no question. That perfect love and peace is unmistakable and it is always there. Not hidden deep down underneath a bunch of evil feelings but rather it is perfect peace, perfect love, perfect patience… It’s not here one day and gone the next. It is 24/7/365…

God is in the Stillness. He said, “Be Still and Know that I am God!” Man looks on the outward but God looks on the heart. The heart that seeks God will find Him. God hears the Silent unspoken prayer not the outward spoken prayer… Satan hears that prayer and he will make you feel goosebumps and give you a false sense of “God’s presence” so you think you’re one with God when you don’t even know Him.

What does “Born Again” Mean?

But you can know Him; you can turn from your wickedness by seeing for yourself that you have this anger inside… it may be deep down underneath a lot of impatience, under a lot of fear, under a lot of worry, under a lot of doubt… but it’s there, ready to rear it’s ugly head whenever someone disagrees with you or doesn’t go along with you or what you want. It may be hidden underneath a pretty smile or a fun laugh or a compassionate heart that feels sorry for those less fortunate… but anyone with any little bit of anger is in a fallen state, they do not know God. All of these things are fruits of the sin that separates us from God. The sin of judgment. No one is allowed to judge anyone at all!! Judgement is playing God and anyone who judges themselves and others can never know God.

Think about it… anytime you judge someone, you get some type of feeling from it. That feeling is either anger, fear, pity, impatience, doubt, worry, etc… this is how sin comes on… as children we are innocent, loving, forgiving, we speak up but don’t resent… we tell it like it is, bold, honest. But when God’s Spirit within that child comes up against the dark ego spirit in their parents, Satan vows to crush the child’s spirit by teaching them the knowledge of good and evil. So he has momma and grand momma teach the child right from wrong, manners, cussing is wrong, don’t talk back to elders, do as I say; not as I do, etc. He has momma rebel against her husband and do things to turn the children away from their father towards her. She doesn’t obey her husband because her church has told her that she doesn’t have to if he’s not going to church and living a “holy” life. The devil has men going along with this. Men are believing a lie that it is wrong for wives to obey their husbands. And by not obeying her husband she is turning the children away from their father thus turning them away from God and justifying it by judging her husband as not being Godly because of an outward action that she calls sin but God calls what she’s doing sin because sin is of the heart not what we do as a result of being separated from our father and from God. vices are not sin but the church has taught that vices are sins and men who have vices are not to be obeyed. This is evil. God never put a stipulation on wives obeying their husbands because the children need to see that so can see the love of God flowing from God to Christ to their daddy to their mommy to them. But all they get is anger from both parents because they never knew to go and forgive their parents either.

Eventually, the child begins to judge themselves and others but the first person they judge is their own mother because they see in their spirit that she is wrong for turning them away from their father. Children long for their father but most children who hate or resent their father usually only resent them with their mother’s anger and not their own.

The only way to be free from sin and the evil nature within is to go face momma and forgive her for turning you away from your father. Because the Spiritual Order of God is “God in Christ; Christ in Man; Man over Woman; Woman over Children”… If that order is broken then God’s love cannot get to the Child at all. In our own salvation, we are always the Child and we have to clear the love line that flows from God down to us. Judgment along with all of the fruits will clog up that life line and choke out the Light of God’s Love. It separates us from God. That’s why we must go to our Mother (and Grandmother too if she had a big influence in raising us) and then we must return to our father, forgive him too. Our parents were wrong but they couldn’t help it because their parents passed the anger and judgement down to them and so on and on all the way to Adam and Eve. Start a new generation by going and forgiving your parents so God can forgive you and take the dark spirit away from you permanently so you can live here on the Earth that God created for us. Heaven will be within you and you will be in the world but not affected by the world at all.

This is what it means to be born again. The first time you are born it is through water when your mother’s water broke and you were born with God’s Spirit within you. Then you died a spiritual death when you judged your mother and father. Then when you realize that you have a dark spirit within you and you remember that you did judge your parents when you had no right to do so… you go and apologize. “Hey I resented you for what happened and I judged you for it. I was wrong, I’m sorry.” That is repentance and forgiveness and that’s all you need to do and God will forgive you and when he gives you back life by putting His spirit in you again, you are born again. That’s it. You don’t repent every night like you do in a fallen state because even though your ego tells you that you are a good person, you see the evil darkness within. Now that you’ve been born again you are free and when God sets you free, you are free indeed. All you need to do now is just live. Live and walk in the spirit by praying silently and this will cause you to know God’s voice over Satan’s counterfeit voice in your head (thoughts). Become an observer of thoughts knowing that they are all lies because they try to get you to overreact, go into the darkness of your imagination (in the past or future, which doesn’t exist…) . God will guide you and your life will be amazing.